~sahabat~

Sahabat..
Mengapa kau pergi?
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup..

Sahabat, ingatlah..
Kau selalu jadi yang terbaik..
Walau kau tak di sini lagi..

Sahabat..
Aku rindu padamu..
Datang walau sesaat..
Ku inginkan kau hadir..

Aku di sini dan menunggu..
Diam tanpa dirimu..
Kau tahu ku tak bisa beranjak terbang dan melayang tanpa dirimu..
Ku tak bisa..
Dan kembalilah..

Kembalilah sahabatku..

~makna cinta~

Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabda-Mu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus hati ini
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku pada-Mu

Bisikan doaku dalam butiran tasbih
Ku panjatkan pintaku pada-Mu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun
Cinta mengusik rasa
Tak bisaku paksa walau hatiku menjerit

Ketika cinta bertasbih
Nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang-kempis dadaku
Merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar
Tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur pada-Mu
Atas segala cinta

Ketika cinta bertasbih..

Assalamualaikum..

Aq baru selesai menonton filem Indonesia yang diadaptasi dari sebuah novel karya Habiburrahman El-Shirazy, Ketika Cinta Bertasbih.. Novel ni ade 2 siri, tp dipendekkan menjadi 1 filem yang durationnye 2 jam..mmgla jd kurang best kn..tp filem ni bnyk bukak mata aq..aq mule sedar yg aq bnyk sgt leka dlm mencari cinta dunia..smpai aq terlupa DIA dpt tlg aq jmpe cinta sejati..n slpas aq tonton filem 2, aq mule sedar yg aq da bnyk terlupa..n aq xnk pk lg psl sume ni..bile smpai wktunye, jodoh 2 akn dtg sendiri..aq xnk hrp pape da..

~jodoh dan pertemuan~

Assalamualaikum..

Hari ni aku abeskn mse dgn menonton 2 movie..actually bknla ari ni..tp mlm ni..da 1st movie is 'Sweet Home Alabama'..aq xnk cte psl yg 2 dlu..sbb yg 2 is our main subject for now..da 2nd movie is twilight..besela kn..ble sequel bwu nk kuar, astro pn menknla sequel2 sblumnye..best r twilight 2..wat aq rse xsbr nk tgk new moon 26 november nnt..especially robert pattinson yg encem 2..ehee.. I like.. ;p

Yg aq nk cte sbnrnye ps cite 'Sweet Home Alabama' 2..msti ad yg da pnh tgk cte 2 kn..mmg best..ctenye psl sowg pmpn yg berasal dr kg kecil kt Alabama, berhijrah ke New York n menjadi sorg designer..die jmpe sowg lelaki, ank kpd Datuk Bdr di New York n jtuh cinta..die tpu psl asl die, n they planned to get married..pmpn ni pnh kawen, n die mntk cerai dgn husband die sbb nk dgn ank datuk bdr 2..finally, die realize how much she loves her hubby n xjd cerai..part yg aq ske adalah, bile tgk btapa sygnye husband 2 kt wife die..wlupn he keeps rejecting the divorce paper that his wife send, finally die lpskn gak wife die..mksdnye sbb syg sgt kt wife die 2, die ikutkn je kate wife die..n another part yg aq ske is ble pmpn 2 dh nk kawen, the lawyer comes n btau pmpn 2 yg rpe2nye die xprsn die lom sign the divorce paper..2 kire cm sign yg die n husband die 2 r meant 2 b together..finally, diowg xjd kawen, n die stay dgn husband die..n diowg gak ade anak..

"kalau awk stay sbg kwn die, awk akn ssh..bnyk isu akn wat awk jd sensitif"
Jodoh pertemuan 2 di tgn tuhan,kn?sume owg tau 2..aq n die juge dipertemukan atas kehendak-Nya..kami dipisahkn, juga atas kehendak Dia..pd awlnye, aq mmg sgt terluka, n xdpt nk time bile die kate 'it's over'..mse 2 aq wat kptsn utk ikut je rentak die..btol owg kate..wat kptsn mse kite tgh xtenang, xrelevan..lps a few of my fwens bg nsht, aq tersedar..slh 1 yg kwn aq ckp adlh quote yg kt ats 2..n aq rse 2 btol..bile aq termenung n pk blik, pe yg die ckp 2 mmg tepat..mmg bnyk isu yg wat aq jd sensitif..so, I'll let him go..if we're meant 2 be together, ktwg akn tetap bersme..aq syg die, n klu die nk g, aq lpaskn die g..for his sake..ble aq tgk movie 'Sweet Home Alabama' 2, aq mule terfikir pe yg aq ptot wat sbnrnye..

Utk die, aq mntk maaf..I'll let you go rite from diz moment, if diz is wut u want..thanks n sorry for everything..wutever it is, I'l always love you..4eva n 4 always..

~analisis kasih sayang~

Untuk Nur Suhailah Bte Salahuddin yang lahir di bulan September.

Berikut ini adalah analisis kasih sayangnya :

- Bersopan dalam hubungan.
- Bertolak ansur terhadap pasangan.
- Suka mengkritik pasangan.
- Sangat prihatin terhadap pasangan.
- Sangat sensitif dan emosi.
- Pandai memahami pasangan.
- Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya terhadap pasangan.
- Sukar melupakan sekiranya hati terluka.
- Mudah simpati dengan perasaan dan masalah pasangan.
- Pandai menyimpan perasaan.
- Suka berterus terang jika perkara itu tak disetujuinya.

Assalamualaikum..
sbnrnye aq bwu je mlawat page fb aq td..mklumla,internet lju kt umah..streamyx kn..ehee.. ;p mlwt kjp je sbnrnye..sbb nk hujan..nk kne tutup laptop r..petir..nnt jd xde eletrik lak umah aq nnt..smbil2 melawat 2,tbe2 aq terperasan kwn aq wat kuiz ni..so, aq pn dgn rse excitednye wat r gak sbb nk tau aq pny analisis kasih syg 2 cne kn..haa..yg kt ats 2 resultnye..bc dlu k..

Well, aq xla kate bnd ni 100 peratus btol kn..sbb aq xpnh lak dgr komen dr owg yg aq syg..tp ade part2 yg mmg tepat..utk die, wlupn aq tau mustahil sbb aq da xbg die bc lg blog aq ni, tp klu die tbe2 tergerak ati utk bc, part yg pling tepat adalah 'sukar melupakan sekiranya hati terluka'..kalau nak kate berdendam 2..hurm..sort of I guess..tp xdela smpai nk membalas..sbb aq tau ALLAH 2 adil..DIA tau spe btol spe slh..I'm not saying that u're wrong k my dear..aq mmg type yg cmni..bkn dlm cinta je, dlm ape bnd pn..klu aq kecik ati, aq maafkn, tp aq xkn lupe smpai bile2..2 mmg sifat yg aq pn rse xbpe baik kot..2 hakikatnye..mcm pe yg berlaku bru2 ni r..aq maafkn die n kami masih berkwn..cume pe yg die ckp n wat 2 akn kekal dlm ingatan aq smpai bile2..

Utk Syafiq,klu ko bc ni, ko tgu blik UPM nnt ek..aq ade hadiah utk ko sbb xbtau aq yg ko ade facebook.. ;)

~derita merindu~

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal

Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal?

Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang tak percaya
Bagaimana nak bahagia?

Maafmu tak bererti
Kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji
Terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia bagiku
Kaulah derita bagiku
Lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Telah ku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa?
Bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
Harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu jikalau setiap hari merindu?
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia
Aku pilih derita

Kaulah bahagia bagiku
Kaulah derita bagiku
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Mungkinkah esok atau lusa?
Walau biarpun lama
Andai ku biar, tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba
Sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah

Kaulah tanda tanya
Kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena
Dikejut igau semula

Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapat ku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan
Kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan
Terimalah saja kenyataan
Aku masih terkilan

Maafmu tak bererti
Kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji
Terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia bagiku
Kaulah derita bagiku
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahagia?
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

Maafmu tak bererti
Kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji
Terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai

Kaulah bahagia bagiku
Kaulah derita bagiku
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa

Tak ku kenal engkau siapa...

Assalamualaikum..
Aku tau ada yang xfamiliar dengan lirik lagu ni..pagi2, aku meneruskan rutin harian aku..bangun, mandi, solat, n bukak radio..tibe2 kuar lagu ni.. ni lagu ahli fiqir.. derita merindu tajuknye.. rentak best, maksud pn best.. tbe2 lagu ni menginagtkan aku kat die.. ni r pe yg aku nk cakap kat die sbnrnye, tp aku xmampu.. tau knapa aku nk bg lagu ni kat die? haa.. bc liriknye btol2.. mksdnye direct je.. senario yg digambarkan dalam lirik 2 hampir sme dgn pe yg berlaku antara kami..well, aku just nk die tau pe yg ade dlm fikiran aku..2 je..

Disebabkan lagu ni best, aq pn twos bkak laptop n mendownload lgu ni..aku rse out of 10, aq bg 9 r kot..aq xtaula owg len..tp aq mmg ske lgu2 yg type cmni..bnyk gak lagu yg aq amek..ade yg bermkne, n ade yg x..spe tau berguna untuk synchro 12 next sem..huhu..

Sygnye, aq xtau cne nk share dgn kowg lgu 2..aq xde video..just ade lgu biasa..mp3 r mksd aq..klu ade spe2 yg tau, tlg guide aq k..

Aq rse cukup dlu r kot utk pg ni..mood aq?nk akte ceria sgt x, nk kate sedih, airmata aq da xlarat nk kuar..biarla die dgn hidup die, aq dgn hidup aq..utk wat kwn baru 2, cm ssh sket kot skang..aq cm xde mood nk jmpe spe2..

Kla guys, mlm nnt aq tulis lg..ade keje nk wat..last but no least, aq bg kowg tgk my most favourite pic..

~personality reader~

"You have a sexy and mysterious personality. Because of this, the opposite sex love to be around you. You are very sociable and amiable. You show good leadership skills and this will help you in your workplace. You weigh pros and cons before taking any decision. You want your partner to be good looking, dynamic and humorous."

Assalamualaikum..
hurm..ni kuiz yg bwu aq wat kt facebook..well,aq pn xtaula bnde ni tepat ke x..sbb owg len lbh kenal kite n nmpk perwatakan kite,kn?tp aq berminat nk komen sket mengikut pndngn aq..guys, need ur comments 2 k.. :)

You have sexy and mysterious personality- aq rse ni btol..bkn part seksi 2, tp part mysterious 2..sbb aq slalu dpt smbunyikn mslh aq wlupn aq xpndai mnipu..owg xkn tau wut's exactly in my heart..yup..sometimes I do can't hide my true feelings..tp most of da time,aq sntiasa senyum wlupn hai aq menangis..

The opposite sex love to be around you- yg ni aq xsurela kn..knela tny diowg sndiri..tp mmg most of my fwens are guys pn..even bestfwen aq pn kbnyknnye laki..

You are very sociable and amiable- yg ni,mngkn.. aq ni sosial sket..sjk2 ni, aq agk ske dgn nite life..tp bknla mksd aq ke disko ke ape..aq kn bertudung..msh sowg gadis islam yg ayu..chewah!! ;p cme aq ske hang out n make friends..

You show good leadership skills and this will help you in your workplace- yg ni pn aq rse btol..dulu mse aq jd lmbaga disiplin pelajar, rmai gak kate aq ni grng..even dak2 synchro pn kate aq garang..ye ke syafiq?komen sket.. ;p

You weigh pros and cons before taking any decision- yg ni aq xpasti..kdg2 aq ni pk singkat gak..nnt ble da jd pape yg buruk, bwu nk nyesal..btol x fetty?hee..

You want your partner to be good looking, dynamic and humorous- yg ni mmg tepat..n owg yg aq syg pn ade ciri-ciri ni.. :)

Apepn, don't judge a book by it's cover..cume owg2 yg btol2 knal aq je yg tau aq ni cne sbnrnye..thanks for being such a good friends guys.. ;)

~kekuatan~

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed strength
My love for you is strong enough
You should have known

I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don't why you think you gotta hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt
Hands shiver
So look at me
Listen to me
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby, hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I've wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten
Broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt
Hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby, hush hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying
No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby, hush hush

Rasenye sume orang faham maksud lagu ni,kn? aku dah penat..penat sangat..I'll just go with the flow..n I'm closing my heart back..forever...