~kerinduan~

Hujan yang turun sepanjang petang membuatkan aku menangis lagi sebab sangat5 rindukan die.. we used to spend most of our times together..n sekarang kenangan2 2 sangat5 mendera aku.. mana je aku pergi, pe yg aq tengok, spe yg aq jmpe, lgu yg aq dgr, pe yg aq wat, sume mengingatkan aq pd die..almost every single thing..skrg bru aq tau peritnye ditinggalkan keseorangan.. wlupn diz isn't my first time being hurt, tp aq xtau kali ni npe sgt5 ssh utk aq lpekn.. aq mcm hilang semangat langsung..xde daya nk wat papepn.. not even my works.. cn't wait to be at home.. wlupn aq tau aq akn tetap rindu die, tp skrg2nye aq xnmpk die kt mne2, like I feel now.. aq xtau nk watpe..n xtau nk wat cne.. aq rse teramat5 sunyi.. sehari mcm setahun..keep crying.. I really5 need help..aq hrpkn die sntiasa tmnkn aq, wlupn aq tau 2 agk mustahil..just hope he would understand my feelings n won't leave me alone..at least in this meantime..n aq hrp smgt aq akn pulih xlme lg.. :'(