~kesuraman~

Assalamualaikum..

Aq skrg ade kt lab jbtn matematik..smntara tgu nk amek bhn utk wat proposal, aq trse cm nk mnulis ssuatu..dh bbrapa hari aq nk update blog ni, tp xberkesempatan..internet slow.. bnyk bnd yg aq nk luahkn sbnrnye..cme sygnye aq hny mmpu mnulis kt blog ni n bukan luahkn pd owg yg sptotnye..ntah knape aq xde kekuatan utk trus trang..

Lagu yg lab assistant ni bkak mnmbhkn lg kesuraman suasana kt cni.. n lgu 2 gak mengingatkan aq pd sume yg jd lately nih.. aq xpnh rse menyesal kenal die..cume aq xtau npe bnde ni msti jd cmplicated smpai cmni..aq cbe nk btulkn keadaan, tp aq xley..we were keep pretending like nothing happened between us..pretending like every single thing goes well everyday..pdhl we both know what exactly happened..tp owg sekeliling kerap menganggap kami psgn ideal yg xpnh gduh..mmgla kowg ley kate g2, sbb kowg xpnh tgk ktwg gduh cne.. mgkn xseteruk memukul or memaki-maki, but it still hurts...ad sowg, or mngkn 2 yg tau pe yg jd sbnrnye.. 1 bnd yg aq respect, die xpnh cte kt sebarangan owg ttg mslh kami..

Suasana da mule jd mkin xbest..rmai owg da blik..die pn da nk blik.. my best bro pn da nk blik.. aq tgl sowg.. xsbr nk blik n berada kt umah.. wlupn suasana kt umah pn xbest, but at least ad bnyk bnd yg aq ley wat utk abeskn ari2 yg berlalu..

Semester break is going to begin.. n I really hope that time will heal every single hurt that happened.. Really hope that he'll appreciate me as I'm appreciating him.. Love you my dear.. Really hope you know that..