~kekeliruan~

Assalamualaikum..

Hurm..tbe2 sayu lak hati ni rse pg2 ni..ntah knapa..smlm sblum tdo, aq berfikir..tentang diri aq, family, hidup, relationship..rse berslh..tp xtau cne nk luah..berbelah bagi..my mind keeps wondering, cne klu tbe2 kputusan aq ni slh?cne klu sbnrnye yg aq tunggu 2 xptot ditunggu?cne klu aq sptotnye sbr n biarkn 5 thun berlalu tanpa ape2 alternatif?cne klu sbnrnye mmg he meant wut he said?hurm..ssh kn klu terlalu bnyk 'what if' dlm hidup ni?sbb 1 mse, kite rse kite da wat keputusan yg terbaik..tp dlm 1 mse lg, we suddenly think that we should go on another way..ntahla..pelik..keliru..sume ade..

My beloved brother once said, "jgn tgk mse skrg, tgklah 5 thun akn dtg..kn die da kate skang die xnk pape lg"..bile aq pk, ade btolnye pe yg die kate 2..aq sptotnye bersbr..tp bile aq pk blik, in da next 5 years, i'll be 27..if, on dat time, die mmg da xblik kat aq, cne?a lady in the age of 27 yrs old..relevan ke nk pk psl cinta lg mse 2?it's nonsense i guess..ntahla..ade gak mmbr aq yg menyokong kptsan aq skang sbb he's thinking the same thing..tp ade gak yg kate kesal dgn kptsn yg aq wat sbb aq ptotnye sbr..

Aq?ntah..msih rse ragu..n xpasti..smoga ALLAH menunjukkan jln terbaik buatku..amin..