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Assalamualaikum..

Hey readers..hurm..it might be quite nice when u r still in raya mood, aite?open house here, bday party there..events are everywhere..me?yup..i'm busy attending those invitations too..but in different mood..yes..i'm sad..seriously sad..of what happened in my life recently..troubles, troubles and troubles..always..it keeps coming..don't know what to do..what to say..to whom..don't know..blur..fed up..tired..sigh..

What will you feel if you keep having broken relationships?and it's broken not because of me alone..it's because of surroundings..of his family..or even my family..i'm upset..and it makes me feels that i wanna give up on having relationships..give up on everything..at least almost everything..

Thanks mom for making my life so miserable..and when i say miserable, i mean it..thanks for not letting me know what you think or feel or what you wanna say..and thanks a lot for keep blaming me on everything even though it's not the thing i did,..thanks a lot mom..a lot..i'm upset.. :'(