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Sunday, September 5, 2010

~september 5th, 2010~

Assalamualaikum..


It's me..again..sigh..OMG!wut did I do??sorry guys..my life is a bit messy lately..or maybe i can say since yesterday..it's been a year now..n only ALLAH knows how I wish dat relationship is still on..but my sis was true..pray to ALLAH, ask for the strength..yup..I have to!delete all da memories from my brain..like wut my sis said..to reach future is to forget the ghost of past..da bitter part is I also have to forget him..even though I know I should..or else I'll keep comparing every guy I knew with him..n I won't find the perfection (nobody's perfect though..) in other guys..my parent started to complaint as I never had a long-lasting relationship..n they were blaming me..duhh!!!did they really think I was the one who cause all da troubles?sigh again.. :( they dont even know how I feel when we were breaking up..they, n myb no one had any ideas on how much I love him..n it took months for me to wake up n start a new relationship..that's the reason why it's hard for me to stick to one guy..it's actually hard for me to fall in love..i mean a true love..but once I love someone, it'll be really hard for me to let everything go n move on when smthng happen..but yeah..i'm trying so hard now..to start it all over again..with a new guy..i wish diz will last long..i mean long like forever..i hope so.. :(

4 comments:

KAYROLE 'KAIXA' FAEZY said...

teruskan melangkah dlm hidup ye,kak.semua benda ada sebab ia berlaku..:)
kak su kak su..ada rangkap best nak share,hihi
cantik luar cantik dalam cantik dengar sini,
kalau cantik senyum cantik mesti cantik lagi,hihi..

adeqmanje said...

huhu..tq ye..insyaALLAH aq cbe meyakinkan diri aq.. :)

KAYROLE 'KAIXA' FAEZY said...

gud gud..dont lose urself bcoz of this ok..jgn lupe bg bunga mase sy grade nanti kak..XD

adeqmanje said...

erk??apakah??