~perfect nightmare~

Sometimes we fight..

Sometimes I cry..

Why don’t I j

ust tell him goodbye?

Sometimes I should,

but sometimes I don’t..

Build up the strength to s

ay that it’s wrong..

Sometimes I hate..

Sometimes I love..

Sometimes I hurt..

Sometimes I don’t..

Sometimes I wait f

or him to change..

But it’s okay,

I’ve disguised the pain..

And I don’t ever wanna leave him alone

They say i’m brainwashed, but i’m in love w

ith this man..

Keep telling myself that it’s not worth it

I already know I don’t deserve it

But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream '

No way'?

Sometimes I keep my cool..

Sometimes I let him know..

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door..

Sometimes I feel safe..

Sometimes I really don’t..

Sometimes I promise that i’m ready to let him go..

Hoping he’s changing, b

ut i’m scared he’s not..

Can’t see a way to leave..

Help me open my eyes..

:'(