Wednesday, March 4, 2009

~changes need to be made~

It's been a long time since I didn't update this blog. I don't know whether there's somebody waiting for me or not.. huhu.. I don't know what had happened to myself. I just a little bit lost somewhere, and I don't even know what should I do. I'm not studying, not doing my assignments, skipping classes.. I'd done so many mistakes in just a month. I don't even know myself anymore. I don't know where to find the true me. I felt like I was somebody else. I really need help from now on.. Can somebody help me?

Changes need to be made..
I really wanna change myself now. All I need is supports from everyone. My family were broken now, and the only person I have in my life is my best friend. She's the only one who understand me, and the one that I really trust. I wanna be a new me.. Totally new.. I hope I'll get the supports that I need.. From now, at this moment, I promised myself that I'll change.. I will..

Kinokuniya is the best book stores ever..
I spent my weekend at kinokuniya twice and I bought 3 books. One of them is a puzzle's book, and another 2 are teen's novels. The first novel is about a girl who get confused to choose among 3 guys that really love her. It's quite nice, but it's not as challenging as the second one. I chose a right guy for her and the ending is as nice as I want it to be.. The second novel is about 5 bestfriends, who shared almost every single secrets together. Their secrets were safe, until one of them is missing. They are not friends anymore since then, and after years, they have being haunted by their past. It's really suspense, and once you start reading this novel, you'll be eager to know what will happen next. This book has 4 series, and I just bought one. I'll try to get another 3 as soon as possible..

Got to go..