~permulaan hari~

Assalamualaikum..

Dah lama aku tak bercerita tentang aku, kan? I keep talking bout general things like friendship n the value of life..Semalam, aku memulakan hari baru di UPM secara rasminye..hurm..sbnrnye xla bersedia sgt..sbb aq tau aq xley lari jauh..slgi nmenye tinggal sebumbung, xnk pn ttp akn jmpe gak..n tekaan aq btol..mlm td, bile g kafe dgn rum8 aq, owg 1st yg aq notice kt kafe 2 die..aq xtau die nmpk aq ke x..n I don't care..da things dat I care much is myself..aq benci diri aq kdg2..sbb xley let him go..aq rse skit..kne berpura2 dgn sume owg yg aq ok..bygknla, smpai2 smlm, dah kene usik..sume owg tau kitowg rapat, tp xsume owg tau kitowg jd gni sekarang..aq pn kdg2 pnt gak..ntahla..pg ni, nmpk die lg..tp aq pura2 xnmpk, n I guess he did da same thing..aq msih ingt, die kate, 'harap kite sme2 ley time yg sume ni takdir ALLAH, n sume ni xkn jdkn kite bermsm muke bile jmpe'..tp tau2 die yg ignore aq twos..knape cm2?aq bingung sgt..xtau ape die nk..da sbulan die xcntct aq lngsung..klu nk kate sbb family, skang ni da blik UPM da..still xcntct gak..mungkin die mmg btol2 nk aq g..pdhl he's da 1 who said, ' ok, i'll stay'..

Mungkin die xrse sakit yg aq rse..or mungkin btol pe yg owg ckp, laki ni hati kering..ley wat slmbe..aduhai..siksa..tibe2 rse cm nk time lak klu ayahanda offer g kosass..jauhla sket at least..sbb aq xske situasi ni..aq xske rse kehilangan..wlupn skdr kawan as wut he wished b4, aq ttp xske kehilangan..aq skit..sgt.. :(